You're probably asking yourself what this means.
You know the saying, "In between a rock and a hard place," well that just means that you're stuck between two really bad scenarios.
Seeing as how I feel quite optimistic today, I see myself as being faced with two different scenarios, a good one, and a bad one. Which one do you think I'm gonna choose?
The good scenario is already being fulfilled at the moment, I'm leaving Walmart (just had my "sort of" last day today, and I am now away from that horrible terrible job of doom!) and going to GameStop, which is (for all I know) progressively better than Walmart.
However the bad thing is, I am dropping from 9 dollars an hour to....*deep breath* 7.50....sad I know.
But it will be so much better when I show them how awesome of an employee I am, and I will get a raise before I know it=D
On to other news!
It is the night before Halloween, Saturday, and I am doing nothing except for sitting at my house...blogging....about how I am just sitting at my house on a Saturday night! How excruciatingly exciting right?!
Oh did I also mention that last night I went and saw Paranormal Activity 2 with my best friend Kaitlin?!
I didn't tell you....thats weird, cause I made a mental note to tell you guys that I saw it....have you ever had one of those moments where you were gonna tell someone about something, but you never got around to it, but you thought you already told them thus causing a sort of fake deja vu?
Well anyways, back to my original story, last night, my dearest best friend Kaitlin came into town and we decided to have an awesome friend date! Filled with ridiculously creamy french vanilla hot chocolate latte stuff and Paranormal Activity 2 (bad idea if anyone remembers how scared I was of the first one) (I thought it was real)
So we get ourselves some awesome (not really) coffee from maverick, and it was the creamiest coffee ever! I mean holy crap!
Then we I start to call up the theater to see times for "Let Me In" (the remake of an amazing russain movie "let me in") but they kept giving me the wrong times! So frustrating haha.
We then drive to the theater only to decide to go see...dun dun duhhhh!!! PA 2!
It starts at 9 45, and its only about 9 by now, so off to the house to converse with my roomates!
That was pretty fun, Nester and LoLo were playing Sims 3 and I was watching them and we were all laughing and joking and what have you.
Then 9 45 came around, movie time!
We get into the theater to see the last of the Saw 3D trailer (another movie I must see) and the movie starts.
*Ahem* let me say this to you all, the first paranormal activity, I thought was real events, and it scared me to death...I couldn't sleep for literally 3 days...it was bad haha.
So we are watching the movie and by the end, I think both of us were shaking, and I was backed up all the way on my seat with my knees up to my face..so bad haha.
I then drive Kaitlin back to her car, and we say our goodbyes.
Off to the house!
Where...everyone is drunk haha.
I come in the house, Ness and Brit are on the computers, and Logan and Sam (Brit's friend) playing magic.
Logan looks up and before I could utter a "H-" Logan screams "SHOTS!"
Haha, great great way to be welcomed in to my house.
So what do I do....haha shots.
Only a couple inside a drink, and I didn't get that wasted, just a wee bit buzzed.
Logan and I started playing Counter Strike drunk, and wow...just....wow.
Once all of this was done, my computer yet again crashes with the "HyperTransport flood sync error" ugh...(Im about to punch baby orphan puppies with kittens, thats how angry I was haha)
So after all of this we conclude, New motherboard! We are gonna test it out with this...hopefully it will work.
I don't really have much else to blog about other than all of that, so sorry for the shorter blog, but I really am stumped haha.
So goodnight all passerbys and bloggers, and untill next time remember:
FOR SCIENCE!!!!!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Be Warned, this is a straight Rant from Your's truly.
(There may be funny parts in this, but all around, this is a serious...ok, semi-serious blog about somethings that have been on my mind.)
Dear Lesbian Feminist Lady at Walmart,
I'm sorry to use such a derogatory label for you, but since I do not know what your actual name is, and since you referred to me as a "man bitch" I am forced to give you what you deserve by being as shallow minded as you were to me without even knowing who I am. I am sorry to be such a hypocrite, but you have no common decency to see what my name was on my NAME TAG that is located right in front of your retinas.
I realize that you went lesbian for a reason, whether or not the reason was because a man hurt your, or you just never really liked men is not my business, but realize one thing, not all men are the same, and you shouldn't be so quick to judge someone just by their genitalia, I sure didn't judge you when you crashed into walmart with your giant "Hulk Holgan-Esque" stature, and your "all men are idiots" mind set. In fact, my first thought was, "How can I help this lady out today to make sure she leaves happy?" But no, you didn't let me help, instead you said "Hey man bitch, stop your bull-shittin' and fetch me another wagon."
First off...fetch you? Fetch you?!
Who says that, I am not a dog, in fact, I walk on two feet, have imposable thumbs, and can utter phrases such as, "Sure, I would love to get you your cart you Hogan bitch."
Second, I was not "bull-shittin," I was actually talking to my MANAGER about my last hours of work, and that I was glad I could be with Walmart for so long.
And lastly, it's called a Cart, not a wagon. Wagons have not been used since the 18th century! I mean...besides Volkswagons, but those are automobiles, something a woman of your physique should be well acquainted with. Again, sorry for being so quick to stereotype you, but you give me no choice.
We are human beings! And yes I may seem like a hypocrite for saying this, but we all need to get along because we are all stuck together on a GIANT FLOATING ROCK IN THE MIDDLE OF SPACE! We are definitely a short living species who jump to way too many conclusions, but thats just the thing, Life is way to short to be angry with one another.
Also, on one last note miss, Without men, you wouldnt have been here. To be fair, without women, men would not be here either, but without the heterosexuals that inhabit parts of our planet who enjoy intercourse and try to conceive babies, you would not have girlfriends, thought I don't see how a girl would want to date you. Not because of your physique because I know a lot of people who like that type of body, but because of your narrow minded shallowness that envelops your soul.
Dear girl who is dating him because she can fix him,
No...you can not fix him. You never will be able to, and once you realize this, you can finally be happy.
People don't fix other people, I know this from experience, people have to fix themselves. Sure you can support the fixing, but don't say you will fix him.
If he (or she) is a cheater, they have to get over that stupid childish act by themselves, you dating them will not help, it will just give them another persons heart to break because they can because you let them. Do you see the vicious circle yet? Here, let me clarify, You date Him because He is troubled, He brings Trouble to You, You take the Trouble He brings because You are trying to Fix Him, which allows Him to keep doing it, making You want to fix Him cause he Hurt You!
Listen to me when I say this, you can have someone better, someone who you deserve and who deserves you, you can't hang yourself back because your trying to fight a lost cause.
Lost causes are good for one thing, dragging you down to their level until you are no more.
Don't try to justify yourself by saying "Im dating him cause I can fix him" when in all reality, your doing it because you love to get hurt, and you hate to be with someone who will treat you right, because you do not know how to handle someone being nice to you.
There is nothing you can do, I promise you. Everyone has their problems, and having people to support them is good, but in the end, THEY NEED TO HELP THEMSELVES!
This is all, just please think about it and the vicious cycle you are in.
Dear girl who wont date him because it will ruin your friendship,
Do not even try to ever justify this, I mean...there is nothing more ridiculous then telling him "No, I treasure our friendship too much, I don't want that ruined."
Tell him, "No, I'm am sorry, but I don't like you in that way." It may hurt like a bitch for him to hear that, but it's better then hearing some widely cliche terrible excuse.
Or here is something that's going to probably blow your mind, be with him and see how compatible you are because you always say you get along so well whenever you hang out.
Do not even say, "Some girl will be lucky to be with you one day." Because you know that is the most used cliche ever.
If "some girl" would be lucky to be with him, then why not you? There can't be some physical condition that prevents you from being with him, some kind of skin irritation that would show up after saying Yes to him asking you out. If there is, then it can't be because of friendship, its probably something very wrong with your skin and you should get it checked out.
You have a short life, live it! Don't date the guys who you know will treat you like shit, because thats all they will ever do. I have been the best friend in many situations, so yes, every night I hear the same thing, "He is such a dick, your so nice for listening to me, I know your always gonna be here for me."
If we are so nice for listening, and your always going to be here for us, and you know that we will always be there for you, give it a shot. What have you got to lose?
Every last relationship, excluding the ones that were...poisonous to me, I am still friends, good friends, with that person. Ask them for yourself and see that maybe, just maybe things will work out between you and him, and even if they don't, you will still be friends, maybe not as good, but give it time and you will grow back to being best friends trust me.
At the end of this, I would like to point out that before I start the conclusion that this may seem hypocritical and I'm very sorry but it is something I have to say.
We are all human, we live on the same giant rock in space, and we all die in the end.
Life is too short to be an aggravated Walmart or just a customer in a store, a person stuck in a horrible circle of poison, or thinking that just because your best friends with someone makes them not able to be a boyfriend or girlfriend to you.
There will always be beauty in everything you do, life is a wondrous thing when you live it, and if you think about it, you are one in a trillion beings who live on a planet that (as far as we know) has the most intelligent and rapidly growing species ever. It is a miracle that you were born here, instead of a tiny speck on an unknown planet, but even if you were that, you would still be helping life along and helping evolution somewhere else.
So smile, laugh, date, and enjoy life.
Do what pleases you, and live for yourself, no one else.
Because in the end, you are where your at because its where you wanted to be.
For Science..
Dear Lesbian Feminist Lady at Walmart,
I'm sorry to use such a derogatory label for you, but since I do not know what your actual name is, and since you referred to me as a "man bitch" I am forced to give you what you deserve by being as shallow minded as you were to me without even knowing who I am. I am sorry to be such a hypocrite, but you have no common decency to see what my name was on my NAME TAG that is located right in front of your retinas.
I realize that you went lesbian for a reason, whether or not the reason was because a man hurt your, or you just never really liked men is not my business, but realize one thing, not all men are the same, and you shouldn't be so quick to judge someone just by their genitalia, I sure didn't judge you when you crashed into walmart with your giant "Hulk Holgan-Esque" stature, and your "all men are idiots" mind set. In fact, my first thought was, "How can I help this lady out today to make sure she leaves happy?" But no, you didn't let me help, instead you said "Hey man bitch, stop your bull-shittin' and fetch me another wagon."
First off...fetch you? Fetch you?!
Who says that, I am not a dog, in fact, I walk on two feet, have imposable thumbs, and can utter phrases such as, "Sure, I would love to get you your cart you Hogan bitch."
Second, I was not "bull-shittin," I was actually talking to my MANAGER about my last hours of work, and that I was glad I could be with Walmart for so long.
And lastly, it's called a Cart, not a wagon. Wagons have not been used since the 18th century! I mean...besides Volkswagons, but those are automobiles, something a woman of your physique should be well acquainted with. Again, sorry for being so quick to stereotype you, but you give me no choice.
We are human beings! And yes I may seem like a hypocrite for saying this, but we all need to get along because we are all stuck together on a GIANT FLOATING ROCK IN THE MIDDLE OF SPACE! We are definitely a short living species who jump to way too many conclusions, but thats just the thing, Life is way to short to be angry with one another.
Also, on one last note miss, Without men, you wouldnt have been here. To be fair, without women, men would not be here either, but without the heterosexuals that inhabit parts of our planet who enjoy intercourse and try to conceive babies, you would not have girlfriends, thought I don't see how a girl would want to date you. Not because of your physique because I know a lot of people who like that type of body, but because of your narrow minded shallowness that envelops your soul.
Dear girl who is dating him because she can fix him,
No...you can not fix him. You never will be able to, and once you realize this, you can finally be happy.
People don't fix other people, I know this from experience, people have to fix themselves. Sure you can support the fixing, but don't say you will fix him.
If he (or she) is a cheater, they have to get over that stupid childish act by themselves, you dating them will not help, it will just give them another persons heart to break because they can because you let them. Do you see the vicious circle yet? Here, let me clarify, You date Him because He is troubled, He brings Trouble to You, You take the Trouble He brings because You are trying to Fix Him, which allows Him to keep doing it, making You want to fix Him cause he Hurt You!
Listen to me when I say this, you can have someone better, someone who you deserve and who deserves you, you can't hang yourself back because your trying to fight a lost cause.
Lost causes are good for one thing, dragging you down to their level until you are no more.
Don't try to justify yourself by saying "Im dating him cause I can fix him" when in all reality, your doing it because you love to get hurt, and you hate to be with someone who will treat you right, because you do not know how to handle someone being nice to you.
There is nothing you can do, I promise you. Everyone has their problems, and having people to support them is good, but in the end, THEY NEED TO HELP THEMSELVES!
This is all, just please think about it and the vicious cycle you are in.
Dear girl who wont date him because it will ruin your friendship,
Do not even try to ever justify this, I mean...there is nothing more ridiculous then telling him "No, I treasure our friendship too much, I don't want that ruined."
Tell him, "No, I'm am sorry, but I don't like you in that way." It may hurt like a bitch for him to hear that, but it's better then hearing some widely cliche terrible excuse.
Or here is something that's going to probably blow your mind, be with him and see how compatible you are because you always say you get along so well whenever you hang out.
Do not even say, "Some girl will be lucky to be with you one day." Because you know that is the most used cliche ever.
If "some girl" would be lucky to be with him, then why not you? There can't be some physical condition that prevents you from being with him, some kind of skin irritation that would show up after saying Yes to him asking you out. If there is, then it can't be because of friendship, its probably something very wrong with your skin and you should get it checked out.
You have a short life, live it! Don't date the guys who you know will treat you like shit, because thats all they will ever do. I have been the best friend in many situations, so yes, every night I hear the same thing, "He is such a dick, your so nice for listening to me, I know your always gonna be here for me."
If we are so nice for listening, and your always going to be here for us, and you know that we will always be there for you, give it a shot. What have you got to lose?
Every last relationship, excluding the ones that were...poisonous to me, I am still friends, good friends, with that person. Ask them for yourself and see that maybe, just maybe things will work out between you and him, and even if they don't, you will still be friends, maybe not as good, but give it time and you will grow back to being best friends trust me.
At the end of this, I would like to point out that before I start the conclusion that this may seem hypocritical and I'm very sorry but it is something I have to say.
We are all human, we live on the same giant rock in space, and we all die in the end.
Life is too short to be an aggravated Walmart or just a customer in a store, a person stuck in a horrible circle of poison, or thinking that just because your best friends with someone makes them not able to be a boyfriend or girlfriend to you.
There will always be beauty in everything you do, life is a wondrous thing when you live it, and if you think about it, you are one in a trillion beings who live on a planet that (as far as we know) has the most intelligent and rapidly growing species ever. It is a miracle that you were born here, instead of a tiny speck on an unknown planet, but even if you were that, you would still be helping life along and helping evolution somewhere else.
So smile, laugh, date, and enjoy life.
Do what pleases you, and live for yourself, no one else.
Because in the end, you are where your at because its where you wanted to be.
For Science..
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
List of..."Things"
So I still do not have my motherboard back, HOWEVER (I feel it necessary to occasionally add the caps locked "however," it adds meaning) the new motherboard is on truck for delivery, so I should get it back tonight around 6:30, which is thirty effing minutes before I have to go to work....stupid UPS.
Until the time of my new computer piece arriving, I will entertain myself (as well as some of you) by posting:
BRENDO'S LIST OF THINGS THAT HE DEFINES AS THE PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS OF A POTENTIAL GIRLFRIEND!!!!!
(or shorter)
BRENDO'S LIST OF PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS!!!!
So here we go:
(First off, this list is just a bunch of things I feel the need to have in a girlfriend so that her and I have either common ground, or just makes her that much more perfect for me, this is all my own opinions, so please do not slander this with filth saying "Oh brenden, your not gonna find that, that is stupid, you might as well just never date again." So yeah, stay at a professional level while reading this, thank you)
A girl who would be perfect for me:
Does not find it necessary to ALWAYS be dressed up, and will on occasion just spend the day in her pajamas with me.
Will always find humor in things that are possibly not funny to anyone else.
Has a sense of humor that either is close to mine, or greater than mine.
Will watch cartoons with me, even if we are older than the demographic the show is trying to reach.
Doesn't mind the fact that I will always watch, and laugh continuously at any given Family Guy moment.
Doesn't mind that I fanatically watch Family Guy almost daily.
Has a sense of art, and has her own opinion of what is beautiful.
Wont force her opinions on anyone, and who will go with the flow unless that flow is turning out to be something horrifically wrong.
Wont try to change anything about me, as I wont try to change the slightest thing about her.
Is a huge cuddler.
Will watch not only meteor showers with me, but lightning strikes, rain, and listen to thunder with me.
Wants kids SOMEDAY, not immediately, and at least when we are 24 or older.
Loves to listen to any kind of music, and is open for new sounds/will share her songs with me.
Will love to go out to a fancy restaurant every once in a while, but greatly appreciates home cooked meals, and sitting down talking/listening to music/watching cheesy movies with each other.
Watches Anime, and likes it not just because I like it, but because she is a genuine fan of it.
Will watch all of the crappy horror movies I love to watch because she loves the bonding time we have, and the jumpy parts that get us closer to each other.
Feels safe knowing that I am always there, even when I'm not there physically.
Loves my family as much as I do because they are a part of me.
Doesn't mind that some days I get too overwhelmed and need help sometimes.
Wont mind telling me her problems because she knows I will do everything I can to make it better.
Thinks about me, but at the same time, has other things on her mind.
Knows what she wants, but not exactly what she wants.
Has her days where she feels like crying.
Knows that on those days, I have both a shoulder and chest for her to cry on.
Knows that I will always be there to comfort her in her time of need, and give her space if she needs it.
Has and understanding that no one is perfect, but there are things that make people perfect in their own way.
(again, this is just SOME opinions of mine, and its not necessary that you have all these factors, just some would be nice, cause no one is perfect, and I understand that.)
So thats my blog for the day...sorry its not a huuuge list or anything, but everything else is kind of...well just stuff that I would need to see during the relationship, like the little things she does, but those aren't judging factors, those are just things I love to see=]
On one other note, Two days from now, I see if I get the job at gamestop! wooo!!! Im pretty excited, and I really think I got this job, but I dont want to be to over confident. Anywho!
Next blog I post, will be on my computer instead of Brittan's! Yay!
This may not mean anything to anyone, but I love having my own computer soooo...yeah=]
Untill the next day I release unto all of you the words of Brendo's mind....FOR SCIENCE!!!!
Until the time of my new computer piece arriving, I will entertain myself (as well as some of you) by posting:
BRENDO'S LIST OF THINGS THAT HE DEFINES AS THE PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS OF A POTENTIAL GIRLFRIEND!!!!!
(or shorter)
BRENDO'S LIST OF PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS!!!!
So here we go:
(First off, this list is just a bunch of things I feel the need to have in a girlfriend so that her and I have either common ground, or just makes her that much more perfect for me, this is all my own opinions, so please do not slander this with filth saying "Oh brenden, your not gonna find that, that is stupid, you might as well just never date again." So yeah, stay at a professional level while reading this, thank you)
A girl who would be perfect for me:
Does not find it necessary to ALWAYS be dressed up, and will on occasion just spend the day in her pajamas with me.
Will always find humor in things that are possibly not funny to anyone else.
Has a sense of humor that either is close to mine, or greater than mine.
Will watch cartoons with me, even if we are older than the demographic the show is trying to reach.
Doesn't mind the fact that I will always watch, and laugh continuously at any given Family Guy moment.
Doesn't mind that I fanatically watch Family Guy almost daily.
Has a sense of art, and has her own opinion of what is beautiful.
Wont force her opinions on anyone, and who will go with the flow unless that flow is turning out to be something horrifically wrong.
Wont try to change anything about me, as I wont try to change the slightest thing about her.
Is a huge cuddler.
Will watch not only meteor showers with me, but lightning strikes, rain, and listen to thunder with me.
Wants kids SOMEDAY, not immediately, and at least when we are 24 or older.
Loves to listen to any kind of music, and is open for new sounds/will share her songs with me.
Will love to go out to a fancy restaurant every once in a while, but greatly appreciates home cooked meals, and sitting down talking/listening to music/watching cheesy movies with each other.
Watches Anime, and likes it not just because I like it, but because she is a genuine fan of it.
Will watch all of the crappy horror movies I love to watch because she loves the bonding time we have, and the jumpy parts that get us closer to each other.
Feels safe knowing that I am always there, even when I'm not there physically.
Loves my family as much as I do because they are a part of me.
Doesn't mind that some days I get too overwhelmed and need help sometimes.
Wont mind telling me her problems because she knows I will do everything I can to make it better.
Thinks about me, but at the same time, has other things on her mind.
Knows what she wants, but not exactly what she wants.
Has her days where she feels like crying.
Knows that on those days, I have both a shoulder and chest for her to cry on.
Knows that I will always be there to comfort her in her time of need, and give her space if she needs it.
Has and understanding that no one is perfect, but there are things that make people perfect in their own way.
(again, this is just SOME opinions of mine, and its not necessary that you have all these factors, just some would be nice, cause no one is perfect, and I understand that.)
So thats my blog for the day...sorry its not a huuuge list or anything, but everything else is kind of...well just stuff that I would need to see during the relationship, like the little things she does, but those aren't judging factors, those are just things I love to see=]
On one other note, Two days from now, I see if I get the job at gamestop! wooo!!! Im pretty excited, and I really think I got this job, but I dont want to be to over confident. Anywho!
Next blog I post, will be on my computer instead of Brittan's! Yay!
This may not mean anything to anyone, but I love having my own computer soooo...yeah=]
Untill the next day I release unto all of you the words of Brendo's mind....FOR SCIENCE!!!!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Everything falls to earth like a tetris block to the grid.
What I mean is eventually everyone is gonna have to realize they live in a shared world, but they control where they end up, its not just random events, its working towards the goal you want. (just a random thought...what can ya do?)
So today was kinda interesting, it started out pretty normal.
I woke up around 12:30 and went out to see if my computer was working. (Sadly I have ran into a bit of a snag with my new compy)
Its been running this error from my motherboard where it restarts the system whenever I start to play a game. So I have to send in my brand effing new motherboard and get another new motherboard. (Hopefully one that will work and overclock)
So after all of that, I was just sitting around watching Death Note (fantastic anime) and then I got the random instinct to do the dishes, WOOO!!
So I spent about 30 minutes working on the dishes, which was good, cause It got my mind off of whatever its been thinking for the past couple of days. (My mind has been throwing a stupid reoccuring nightmare my way, the likes of which I really don't like.)
Sleep really hasn't been an option for me.
Anywho!
After dishes, I decided to start up some laundry, which was good cause my sheets and pillowcases needed a good washing. (mmmm warm blankets)
And I got a load of just some clothes in, and so I have some clean clothes, a sweater, and clean working clothes thank god! (cause walmart is soooo clean) (sarcasm)
And then later that night (about 2 or 3 hours ago) I decided, "Hey! I need to make a resume for the GameStop interview tomorrow!"
And so, Kick Ass Resume was born! (Logan helped me out cause I was...a little under the bar)
So I printed that out, figured out what I will wear for the interview. (Casual, long sleeve silver shirt, maybe a tie, some kick ass pants, and shaved face)
I will get that job=D
As for being on a certain social connection website...well interesting things happened:
So today was kinda interesting, it started out pretty normal.
I woke up around 12:30 and went out to see if my computer was working. (Sadly I have ran into a bit of a snag with my new compy)
Its been running this error from my motherboard where it restarts the system whenever I start to play a game. So I have to send in my brand effing new motherboard and get another new motherboard. (Hopefully one that will work and overclock)
So after all of that, I was just sitting around watching Death Note (fantastic anime) and then I got the random instinct to do the dishes, WOOO!!
So I spent about 30 minutes working on the dishes, which was good, cause It got my mind off of whatever its been thinking for the past couple of days. (My mind has been throwing a stupid reoccuring nightmare my way, the likes of which I really don't like.)
Sleep really hasn't been an option for me.
Anywho!
After dishes, I decided to start up some laundry, which was good cause my sheets and pillowcases needed a good washing. (mmmm warm blankets)
And I got a load of just some clothes in, and so I have some clean clothes, a sweater, and clean working clothes thank god! (cause walmart is soooo clean) (sarcasm)
And then later that night (about 2 or 3 hours ago) I decided, "Hey! I need to make a resume for the GameStop interview tomorrow!"
And so, Kick Ass Resume was born! (Logan helped me out cause I was...a little under the bar)
So I printed that out, figured out what I will wear for the interview. (Casual, long sleeve silver shirt, maybe a tie, some kick ass pants, and shaved face)
I will get that job=D
As for being on a certain social connection website...well interesting things happened:
Brenden Maxwell Pyper "Close your eyes and I'll kiss you, tomorrow I'll miss you. Remember I'll always be true. And then while I'm away, I'll write home everyday, and I'll send all my lovin' to you."
So as you can see, some random guy named "Bobby" called me gay, and yes, two others did, but thats just how they are.
No one discriminates against anyone they don't know like that, let alone using derrogatory forms of abusive words, which is why I apologized for using the terms "douche-fuck" and "tool" because that just lowered me.
That was something that happened to me on facebook today, and it was just...so stupid.
About 45 minutes later, I got this message from bobby:
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
It's What Makes "Me," Into Me.
The subtraction of the "" makes it into me.
Thought I was gonna say something motivating didn't you?
Well I wasn't, did you think this blog was here to make you happy? To...entertain you of sorts?
It's not, its here for my own amusement and entertainment.
But not really, I'm here for you guys.
Now feel special.
3.....2......1......ok your done, time to get down to business.
Remember that night when Logan, Seth, and I were making an internet website that would change the generation of interwebz?
Wellll....that didnt really get anywhere...at all really. (l did come up with a pretty awesome idea though, not gonna lie)
So we stayed up till around 4 in the morning, drinking energy drinks (I had 4) talking about what to make for a website, while stumbling.
It was indeed some great fun, but I think we weren't really going to be able to do that website thing.
But anyhow,
Hello dear blogger/passerby.
How is your day going? Mine is pretty awesome.
Last night, I totally built this computer I am using to blog on=]
Ok so...Logan helped a bit. (He pretty much did mostly everything)
Hey but I plugged in some things! So...bleh.
Anyways, new computer, its shiny, and big, and fast, and I love it=]
But, a fair silence for my mac is needed, I had that thing with me through college and it was there when I needed it.
*silence*
Ok we are back!
So I realized, while I was stumbling around yesterday, that I am quite thrilled with how my life is about to end up. (If you haven't realized by now, I stumble aloooooot!)
But you may be asking yourself, "Brenden...how is your life going good so far? We only know about your cella-be and your random happenings at Walmart. And don't you hate Walmart? Cause if that is true, then I don't see how your life could be getting any better any time soon."
Well first off, Shut up! You don't know who I am, you don't know me!
Secondly, I'm about to quit Walmart (hopefully) and get a job at Gamestop (hopefully) because my interview for that job is on the 14th of this month! And I am super excited, I'm going to get all fancy dressed, type out a resume, and show up everyone who is there! (Hopefully)
But I figure this much, if I can get a job at Gamestop, then I won't be having as random hours as I do now at Walmart, Thus enabling me to studying about 2D animation, 3D animation, art, and drawing pad art, thus allowing me to finally get something started that will give me a pay for the rest of my life, and hopefully allow me to move out of pinetop/showlow, and end up in my final destination, Toronto Canada!
Some of you may ask why canada.
Well....because, It's beautiful up there, and I am almost pretty sure that is where I belong.
So yeah, Canada, here I come=]
Another thing that is better is just life hasn't really thrown any curves at me lately...its kinda just been the same thing.
No girls to try and stop my celibacy from happening, no angry people at Walmart besides the occasional grumpy people, and best of all, no problems in the house.
Woot.
Now some of you may also be wondering about the Girls thing.
Well Jessica and I...split up a while ago because of a few factors.
1. She is 16.
2. I almost got in trouble with her parents.
3. Repeat number two, but add the potential calling of the cops on Brendo, who did nothing wrong.
4. She is 16.
Now don't you worry, I did nothing with her.
I stayed true to my cella-be, and I am still going strong.
Then after a while, I went out with Logan, Seth, and Cassy!
We saw The Social Network (which, reiterating my last post, fantastic movie!)
And I decided to work up the courage to ask Cassy out on a date.
Sadly, Brendo's little charm didn't work this time, I alas, am too young for her.
Which is ok!
No one needs to be like "Awe brendo, shes a jerk!"
No, she most certainly is not, we are still friends, and still gonna paint me up as a zombie for Halloween!
So none of this made anything awkward between us, I can still joke around with her, as can she with me.
So life is still good!
One last thing I would love to discuss with all of the video game nerds out there.
Minecraft...I don't know how many of you have played this game...but its severely addicting, and for no apparent reason!
It just is!
For those of you who have never played this or heard of it, its a game of mining, building, and crafting...oh and destroying.
You are this little pixel dude in a little pixel world (that can generate itself up to 3 times the size of planet earth) with little pixel cows, sheep, pigs, and chickens and you run around with picks and such mining for iron and everything else like gold and diamond and red stuff. But the thing is, you can pretty much make anything you want since its like using a giant lego set!
You place a block here or there, one or two more, then sooner than you think, your building a giant sky castle, or spaceship, or a mural depicting Mario from his 8-bit days!
Its just so grand!
However, there are obstacles that you must face.
These obstacles are: Lava, Zombies, Skeletons shooting arrows, Spiders, falling blocks o' doom, and last but not least...the most annoying creature out there, the creepers!
Creepers are green four legged creatures with horrifically sad faces.
The reason they are so annoying is because you will be building your epic sky fortress or anything, and all of a sudden you will hear a faint "tsssssss" sound.
Then BOOOM! All of your hard work, blown to smithereens! Oh, and on top of that, your dead.
That may seem like a game killer, but these guys are really easy to outmaneuver in the right landscape.
So you really should try this game, its like a mix between legos and video games, the perfect thing ever made!
Even the graphics are horrible, but it is meant to be horrible, it makes gameplay so much better!
So try it out=]
It's ridiculously fun, and there is a free trial at minecraft.net.
All you really get to do on that is build, there is no adventure part on it, but still, try it out=]
Untill then my dear blogger/passerby....FOR SCIENCE!!!!
Thought I was gonna say something motivating didn't you?
Well I wasn't, did you think this blog was here to make you happy? To...entertain you of sorts?
It's not, its here for my own amusement and entertainment.
But not really, I'm here for you guys.
Now feel special.
3.....2......1......ok your done, time to get down to business.
Remember that night when Logan, Seth, and I were making an internet website that would change the generation of interwebz?
Wellll....that didnt really get anywhere...at all really. (l did come up with a pretty awesome idea though, not gonna lie)
So we stayed up till around 4 in the morning, drinking energy drinks (I had 4) talking about what to make for a website, while stumbling.
It was indeed some great fun, but I think we weren't really going to be able to do that website thing.
But anyhow,
Hello dear blogger/passerby.
How is your day going? Mine is pretty awesome.
Last night, I totally built this computer I am using to blog on=]
Ok so...Logan helped a bit. (He pretty much did mostly everything)
Hey but I plugged in some things! So...bleh.
Anyways, new computer, its shiny, and big, and fast, and I love it=]
But, a fair silence for my mac is needed, I had that thing with me through college and it was there when I needed it.
*silence*
Ok we are back!
So I realized, while I was stumbling around yesterday, that I am quite thrilled with how my life is about to end up. (If you haven't realized by now, I stumble aloooooot!)
But you may be asking yourself, "Brenden...how is your life going good so far? We only know about your cella-be and your random happenings at Walmart. And don't you hate Walmart? Cause if that is true, then I don't see how your life could be getting any better any time soon."
Well first off, Shut up! You don't know who I am, you don't know me!
Secondly, I'm about to quit Walmart (hopefully) and get a job at Gamestop (hopefully) because my interview for that job is on the 14th of this month! And I am super excited, I'm going to get all fancy dressed, type out a resume, and show up everyone who is there! (Hopefully)
But I figure this much, if I can get a job at Gamestop, then I won't be having as random hours as I do now at Walmart, Thus enabling me to studying about 2D animation, 3D animation, art, and drawing pad art, thus allowing me to finally get something started that will give me a pay for the rest of my life, and hopefully allow me to move out of pinetop/showlow, and end up in my final destination, Toronto Canada!
Some of you may ask why canada.
Well....because, It's beautiful up there, and I am almost pretty sure that is where I belong.
So yeah, Canada, here I come=]
Another thing that is better is just life hasn't really thrown any curves at me lately...its kinda just been the same thing.
No girls to try and stop my celibacy from happening, no angry people at Walmart besides the occasional grumpy people, and best of all, no problems in the house.
Woot.
Now some of you may also be wondering about the Girls thing.
Well Jessica and I...split up a while ago because of a few factors.
1. She is 16.
2. I almost got in trouble with her parents.
3. Repeat number two, but add the potential calling of the cops on Brendo, who did nothing wrong.
4. She is 16.
Now don't you worry, I did nothing with her.
I stayed true to my cella-be, and I am still going strong.
Then after a while, I went out with Logan, Seth, and Cassy!
We saw The Social Network (which, reiterating my last post, fantastic movie!)
And I decided to work up the courage to ask Cassy out on a date.
Sadly, Brendo's little charm didn't work this time, I alas, am too young for her.
Which is ok!
No one needs to be like "Awe brendo, shes a jerk!"
No, she most certainly is not, we are still friends, and still gonna paint me up as a zombie for Halloween!
So none of this made anything awkward between us, I can still joke around with her, as can she with me.
So life is still good!
One last thing I would love to discuss with all of the video game nerds out there.
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| Beholdeth! In all its glory...MINECRAFT! |
It just is!
For those of you who have never played this or heard of it, its a game of mining, building, and crafting...oh and destroying.
You are this little pixel dude in a little pixel world (that can generate itself up to 3 times the size of planet earth) with little pixel cows, sheep, pigs, and chickens and you run around with picks and such mining for iron and everything else like gold and diamond and red stuff. But the thing is, you can pretty much make anything you want since its like using a giant lego set!
You place a block here or there, one or two more, then sooner than you think, your building a giant sky castle, or spaceship, or a mural depicting Mario from his 8-bit days!
Its just so grand!
However, there are obstacles that you must face.
These obstacles are: Lava, Zombies, Skeletons shooting arrows, Spiders, falling blocks o' doom, and last but not least...the most annoying creature out there, the creepers!
Creepers are green four legged creatures with horrifically sad faces.
The reason they are so annoying is because you will be building your epic sky fortress or anything, and all of a sudden you will hear a faint "tsssssss" sound.
Then BOOOM! All of your hard work, blown to smithereens! Oh, and on top of that, your dead.
That may seem like a game killer, but these guys are really easy to outmaneuver in the right landscape.
So you really should try this game, its like a mix between legos and video games, the perfect thing ever made!
Even the graphics are horrible, but it is meant to be horrible, it makes gameplay so much better!
So try it out=]
It's ridiculously fun, and there is a free trial at minecraft.net.
All you really get to do on that is build, there is no adventure part on it, but still, try it out=]
Untill then my dear blogger/passerby....FOR SCIENCE!!!!
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Failing at life seems to be a predecessor into my future
I suck at keeping promises on the most of simple things like promising on blogs that I will blog on my blog more...blog....so in turn, im seeing my future being nothing but broken promises. (Me being dramatic)
But in all seriousness, I am sorry I haven't stayed true to my blogging promises to all those of you who do still read and/or keep up with my life (boring as it may be) and I mean that truly.
Especially you Kaitlin and Wade, for even commenting on this haha, I'm very glad you two are even reading this, as strange as it may be.
So my celibacy is still going on, I haven't had any sex in about a month now, which is bueno cause it means I am staying true to what I promised myself. (Good Brendo...good)
This blog has been running through my head though of what I should do more in it.
(Vidya Games, discussion on world politics, BP leaks, being socially unacceptable, or even...now stay with me on this one, music discussion!)
Those Ideas...not so good, so I am sticking with the randomness that is my mind, whatever comes to it shall be posted upon this web blog.
I know many of you first time readers, or even long time readers (cause i've been on here so long, there must be some long time readers...not) are wondering what the deal is with the parentheses.
Well I shall tell you right now...its my inner thoughts that I come up with after writing a sentence.
My inner thoughts tend to be...sarcastic, not helpful, self loathing, or aware of being awesome. (everyone needs to have a self aware thought process...)
So thats what those are for, I like to have a little voice in my blog to make it more...brendo-esque.
So currently right now, I am up at 1 in the morning, discussing with Logan and Seth what we should do for a website type thing that will get us millions of dollars...or just have fun doing. (We just saw the social network, and became inspired.)
We are bringing up a lot of ideas, some of which seem legit, others seem....really really terrible.
But we have energy drinks, and lots of ideas, and working computers...time to put this into action!
As long as I have your attention (still I hope) I would like to pass on some words of wisdom to you, I dont understand how people could hate the social network, it was quite the brilliant movie.
In my opinion anyways.
Ahh...but I digress...that was not a long statement to digress from, but whatever, its late, im tired, and stumbleupon is distracting me waaaay too much.
So I bid you all a farewell, and shall be back for much more blogging soon.
Untill then....FOR SCIENCE!!!
But in all seriousness, I am sorry I haven't stayed true to my blogging promises to all those of you who do still read and/or keep up with my life (boring as it may be) and I mean that truly.
Especially you Kaitlin and Wade, for even commenting on this haha, I'm very glad you two are even reading this, as strange as it may be.
So my celibacy is still going on, I haven't had any sex in about a month now, which is bueno cause it means I am staying true to what I promised myself. (Good Brendo...good)
This blog has been running through my head though of what I should do more in it.
(Vidya Games, discussion on world politics, BP leaks, being socially unacceptable, or even...now stay with me on this one, music discussion!)
Those Ideas...not so good, so I am sticking with the randomness that is my mind, whatever comes to it shall be posted upon this web blog.
I know many of you first time readers, or even long time readers (cause i've been on here so long, there must be some long time readers...not) are wondering what the deal is with the parentheses.
Well I shall tell you right now...its my inner thoughts that I come up with after writing a sentence.
My inner thoughts tend to be...sarcastic, not helpful, self loathing, or aware of being awesome. (everyone needs to have a self aware thought process...)
So thats what those are for, I like to have a little voice in my blog to make it more...brendo-esque.
So currently right now, I am up at 1 in the morning, discussing with Logan and Seth what we should do for a website type thing that will get us millions of dollars...or just have fun doing. (We just saw the social network, and became inspired.)
We are bringing up a lot of ideas, some of which seem legit, others seem....really really terrible.
But we have energy drinks, and lots of ideas, and working computers...time to put this into action!
As long as I have your attention (still I hope) I would like to pass on some words of wisdom to you, I dont understand how people could hate the social network, it was quite the brilliant movie.
In my opinion anyways.
Ahh...but I digress...that was not a long statement to digress from, but whatever, its late, im tired, and stumbleupon is distracting me waaaay too much.
So I bid you all a farewell, and shall be back for much more blogging soon.
Untill then....FOR SCIENCE!!!
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